While talking with a friend about the differences in our schedules, she simply responded with “How do you do it? How do you do it and not absolutely lose your mind or your sanity?” To that I responded, there is just no other choice. Here is my schedule and then I’ll explain my thoughts and reasoning behind what I said.
Eleven years ago (as of November 2011), I moved to the lovely state of Nebraska. Back when I had moved here, I really had no idea what I was getting myself into. See, my entire family lives outside of Nebraska in either Connecticut (which is where I was raised) or Puerto Rico. What brought me here you ask? The United States Air Force. I filled out my “Dream Sheet” and asked them to send me overseas and they thought, well, that Nebraska was that overseas traveling I wanted to do. Which at the time was not entirely incorrect because I truly had no idea where Omaha, Nebraska was. After leaving the Air Force and encountering some life hiccups along the way, I knew that it was time for me to buckle down and get some sort of progress under my belt.
See, at the time, I had personally seen the fact that I was a single mother as one of the most challenging aspects of my life. Despite having spent several years in the Air Force, due to my career I was not able to attend school as I had earlier planned so I was trying to accomplish it all without the degree. The one biggest thing I learned as a result of this? The simple fact that despite how hard and impossible it would get at times, the fact that I chose to stay in Nebraska without my family support system and make it on my own for my two wonderful children was one of the single best decisions I could of made. Now I insert the fine print…just because I did not have my family does not mean that I was completely on my own without anyone to turn to. I had some of the best friends that anyone could ask for who are still a big part of our lives and for them I will be eternally grateful.
Now you may be asking what the point of all that was. Simply really, a little bit of background. Flash forward. I now have the best job anyone could ask for with a company that just has it going on (for lack of a better way to put it). And the kicker? They gave me the opportunity that many, many others would not. Despite not wanting to admit this, I still do not have my degree but I now have the ammunition and experience under my belt. Now just because I say that they gave me the opportunity does not mean that I stopped there. As mentioned before, I am in school and I am busting my behind to get my degree and probably won’t stop at just that.
So here now we can pull back the conversation. My schedule:
Alarm goes off – 5 AM CST*
Head out the door to drop the boys off – 6:15-20*
Head to work – 6:30-6:45
Work – 7 AM – 4 PM CST
Get the kids from daycare – 4-4:30 PM CST
Quality time/dinner – 4:30-5:30 PM CST (On School Nights of Course)
School – 6 PM – 8:15 PM CST
Back home to tuck them in 8:30-9 PM CST
Enter in some homework and work in the process and add an * or two because sometimes my body just doesn’t want to hear the alarm and there you have a typical day. In addition to the family life when I do not have school during the week, I also handle a good portion of the marketing for a local Tattoo shop that is here in Omaha. Although recently I haven’t had the time to be there, I also try to include it in my day. Knowledge is power but so is having your family.
So again, how do you do it? I just do. There is no other option because when things fall apart, it is only me that has to answer to why things did not work out or why I cannot provide for my family. Although I know that others may have their different interpretations and would love to hear about them. And one very important note to add as well. I am able to do it much easier now because of the wonderful man in my life and his family. He truly has been the very essence and definition of what a rock is for someone. So although if you were to ask him, he would say that i do it on my own and it has been my drive, he is just as much involved in my persistence. For every time I wanted to give up, he was right at my ear telling me now and quitting is/was never an option.
Enough for now. As always thank you for reading my ramblings!